A few years ago I closed my eyes and painted a picture of my most "perfect" man I would ideally want to be with. About 2 years later he came true!! But why do I feel so emotionally unfufilled? Or like something major is missing. Is it always gonna be the constant feeling of "I have what I wanted, now I want more?" For men, career goals, home life, physical appearance, anything really. Am I just someone who expects too much in life? Or if I don't get my way I freak the eff out? I really don't know, but I really can't stop thinking about it either. I find it absolute madness that how in one relationship someone can do something that you absolutely hated at the time, but in the next relationship you just wish that trait was there because it's so lacked. Maybe the prior relationship just sunk me in the deep end for good. Maybe I'm just crazy.
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