Write about what? The borderline depressed melancholy mood I've been in for the past 3 weeks. The horrible feeling of this loneliness that I wish I could easily burn. The one question that someone has asked me that's shattered my life long dream? What should I write about? Well, my computer is on it's last leg. Pretty sure it had about 49 legs at one point though so that's good. The Dino isn't gonna make it to see December 2011 that's for sure. Guess when one's life feels like its crumbling, it has to be smashed. Just hope that when I start to put it back together that I do it right, and so far I've just been sulking in my own pain. Maybe this really is what depression feels like. I'm a straight up advertisement for Zoloft lately. My friends and family can see it all over my face that I just look sad and am. I feel like a soggy Oreo just sitting and drowning in day 4 old milk.
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