I've been hustling the 8-5 Monday to Friday for the past 2 months now. Things are great, I have an income where I don't have to stress about paying my bills, and I can go shopping if I please. I know the wise decision would be to pay my student loans back soon as possible, but I know myself well enough to know I cannot not go shopping.
I love my job and start my position next week in the marketing department which I'm highly looking forward to. Since I tend to get bored of routine quickly a move to a new position came just in time. I feel like I've really succeeded at my postion and have received nothing but positive feedback from my co-workers and bosses.
All in all everythings great, but of course doesn't mean life is just perfect and I'm someone who can't complain. I have this fear that's just been slowly taking bites at me. Fear that I'm going to wake up one day 29 years-old and pregnant. Pregnant and have the realization that I've been working the typical 9-5 just to pay my bills. A life without any adventures or traveling. That's probably my biggest fear. It's so easy to say I will do it one day.
I could just be not used to coming home with nothing to do besides go workout which does get boring quickly. It sucks not being in school and learning something new. I've been reading a lot lately, but now thats even fading away. I have no plans to travel anywhere right now, but a trip to anywhere would make me so happy right now!
I love my job and start my position next week in the marketing department which I'm highly looking forward to. Since I tend to get bored of routine quickly a move to a new position came just in time. I feel like I've really succeeded at my postion and have received nothing but positive feedback from my co-workers and bosses.
All in all everythings great, but of course doesn't mean life is just perfect and I'm someone who can't complain. I have this fear that's just been slowly taking bites at me. Fear that I'm going to wake up one day 29 years-old and pregnant. Pregnant and have the realization that I've been working the typical 9-5 just to pay my bills. A life without any adventures or traveling. That's probably my biggest fear. It's so easy to say I will do it one day.
I could just be not used to coming home with nothing to do besides go workout which does get boring quickly. It sucks not being in school and learning something new. I've been reading a lot lately, but now thats even fading away. I have no plans to travel anywhere right now, but a trip to anywhere would make me so happy right now!
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