Middle

The middle of the week, the middle of the month of July, and the middle of a breaking point in my so called circling reoccurring thought process. Fresh out of college with a degree in Communications that I hold to my own degree of a big pat on the back. Good-job Candace, but what's next? There's always the question of what's next after a big accomplishment. I've been going to school since I've been 5 years-old. Of course it's only natural to feel out of my comfort zone of what to do with the rest of my life. Go back to school? no, so over spending money on that. Although I do appreciate and love education. Get a 9-5 job that pays the bills just to ease my mind for the mean time? Nope, I know I can picture myself 6 months from now bored and pissed at myself. Or go big, and start my adventure in one of my life long goals. Travel, Write, and get paid to do both. The only thing that's stopping me is one of the most common emotions around the world, FEAR. Fear of not being good enough, fear of being made fun of, fear of not being able to achieve my long term goals. I'm beginning to map out in my head what I really want to do career wise the rest of my life, but my hardest part is getting started. Isn't that always the hardest part though?