For those people who get to wake up Monday-Friday to their alarm clock and head to work I consider lucky. But those who have to do it envy my current lifestyle of staying at home all day in the horizontal position. It's been two weeks since I've been not working and I'm about to have a mental break down. I can't handle these lazy days full of tanning, working out twice a day, going on beach cruises through the circle, tumblring all day, and opening the fridge about 15 times a day to see if anything magically yummy appeared. I just re-read that sentence, and hot damn maybe I do have it made. Maybe if being a stay at home mom was my ultimate goal in life. The past 4 years of my life have always been on the go and never a dull moment, I think its my lifestyle is rejecting these dull moments and creating myself to freak out. Maybe its just a natural life after graduation freak out. Whatever it is, I know I need and want to start working asap. And a soon as that happens if it's not something I'm passionate about I'm gonna wish I was in my horizontal position being a waste of space. I'm wanting this next chapter in my life to start, but don't know where to start.
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