One night.

If it was wrong, then why did it feel so good? Everyone wants and needs to feel loved. It was like my dream came true, but waking up and realizing something else. Everythings so much prettier from far away or when its mysterious. The grass is always greener and will always be greener from the other side. It's crazy how something can get me so high at one moment in life, and the next day make me feel so low.

Little Big Thoughts

Everything I've done in my life half hearted has never worked out. If I do something to please anyone but myself, I'm only fooling myself. My only problem has been my head, my heart, and my gut feeling fighting each other on what to do. All I do know is that when I do things with passion, I'm truly happy and things just fall into place.

Soggy Oreo

Write about what? The borderline depressed melancholy mood I've been in for the past 3 weeks. The horrible feeling of this loneliness that I wish I could easily burn. The one question that someone has asked me that's shattered my life long dream? What should I write about? Well, my computer is on it's last leg. Pretty sure it had about 49 legs at one point though so that's good. The Dino isn't gonna make it to see December 2011 that's for sure. Guess when one's life feels like its crumbling, it has to be smashed. Just hope that when I start to put it back together that I do it right, and so far I've just been sulking in my own pain. Maybe this really is what depression feels like. I'm a straight up advertisement for Zoloft lately. My friends and family can see it all over my face that I just look sad and am. I feel like a soggy Oreo just sitting and drowning in day 4 old milk.